Hardly Simple

It’s been a long time coming… Ok, it’s been almost 4 years to be exact. While I’ve been feeling paralyzed by both fear and planning tasks, I finally have a general plan for how my home renovation is going to go.

I envy those who can immediately renovate their space and call a contractor to do all of the work. While I know the stress that goes into working with renovations and outside contractors, the idea of calling someone for help and not explaining to them that I want them to teach me something sounds downright dreamy.

Meanwhile, I’m over here, googling the simplest thing for months and asking the most frowned upon questions of the construction people around me. It’s been cringe-worthy. The questions have been dumb, and some of the answers have been too. I have to keep reminding myself that everyone has to start somewhere and everyone sucks at the beginning.

It’s still a hard pill to swallow.

So I remind myself again and again of a quote from Sheryl Sandberg, the Chief Operating Officer at Facebook:

What would you do if you weren’t afraid?

Well… I’d renovate a little condo in Charlotte, NC. I’d ask all of the dumb questions and I’d make it through this entire process with all fingers and toes still intact, because that’s always a concern with power tools.